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i did not really clean today i have been busy being depressed and and lazy today just doing noting its been a month now since chads been gone and there is still quite a few more and i am just so bored and lonely i know that i should not be with 4 kids that occupy a lot of my time and energy but i still am i just get so bored around here doing the same old stuff i think tomarrow when we get paid i will feel better i hope its a nice day for once so i can enjoy shopping lol not that i will really spend much but just finding some good deals always cheers me up ;) well anyways I'm gonna get the kids ready for bed...