what a day...

well yesterday chad had a dermatology apt over at nas jax at 2pm and i needed to go cause last time they doped him up and i had to drive him home well this time they had to freeze off some more stuff from his ears and arms and they had to take a deeper tissue sample of one on the back of his neck cause they did not get deep enough last time so they had to dope him up again and they doctor actually told him he thought it was cancer i mean how freaking scary is that!!!! he goes back again on the 12Th but the Dr's. gonna call him sooner if the results are bad so i guess we will probley have a week of waiting for that boy this has been a stressful time for me just Friday i had to go get an ultrasound of my thyroid again cause they think its enlarged AGAIN just 2 years back i had to have half my thyroid out cause they thought it was cancer but thankfully it was not but whats scary this time is if they want/need to take this half off i have no thyroid and that means i will have to be on meds for the rest of my life and that's just not cool!! but hopefully at the end of the week we will both have good news until then its back to cleaning i suppose!!